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AT HOME I FEEL
LIKE LEAVING

by Simon Maria Kubiena​

20min | Germany/Austria | 2025

A young woman returns to her home village after her childlike father had gone missing in the surrounding woods. Throughout her day back home, she is torn between feeling responsible and a deep longing for connection and ease.
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​Year of production 2025
Length 20'
Country Germany/Austria
Shooting Format Digital (2K)
Aspect Ratio 16:9
Dialogue German
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Director Simon Maria Kubiena
Production Company Filmakademie Baden-Württemberg, in collaboration with Filmakademie Wien
Co-production ARTE, SWR
Producers Fabian Leonhardt, Lena Zechner
Writers Simon Maria Kubiena, Nicola Jakobi
Cinematographer Dennis Banemann
Editor Jan Wollenschläger
Casting Zorah Berghammer, Magdalena Steiner
Production Design Emma Sophie Schaub 
Costume Design Elisa Berger
Hair&Make-up Vicky Kirchner, Madeleine Baumann, Cori Menclik
Sound Engineer Alexandre “Sacha” Gneouchev 
Sound Editing Sam Krupke 
Sound Mix Jonathan Rösch 
Sound Design Rachel Oker 
Foley Marc Lehnert, Vincent Egerter, Max Schieder
Music Moritz Klock
Production Manager Elli Leeb 
Assistant Directors Benno Hanke, Jana Alina Tausendfreund
Commissioning Editors Brigitte Dithard (SWR), Laurence Rilly (ARTE)
Cast Lisa Weber, Richard Schmidt-Wonisch, Katharina Loewert, Alexander Kienbichl, Martin Sommerauer

Supported by MA7 Wien Kultur, Come On Kulturvernetzung Niederösterreich, LBBW Stiftung

Festival selections
Premiers Plans, Angers Film Festival 2025, France - World Premiere
Filmfestival Max Ophüls Preis 2025, Germany
Diagonale Festival of Austrian Film 2025
​Filmfest Dresden 2025, Germany
20minmax International Short Film Festival Ingolstadt 2025, Germany
Cinema Talks 2025, Austria
Aswan International Women Film Festival 2025, Egypt
Vienna Shorts 2025, Austria
Shortynale Klosterneuburg 2025, Austria
​Five Lakes Film Fest 2025, Germany
​Jagran Film Festival 2025, India
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International Cinematographers’ Film Festival MANAKI BROTHERS 2025, North Macedonia
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​Linz International Short Film Festival 2025, Austria
​​Flensburger Kurzfilmtage 2025, Germany

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Director's Statement
The contradictions of community and family, seeking intimacy while fearing it. This is what we set out to explore. It all started with an archive video from a village in
Lower Austria, dated 1995. A man is dancing at a disco, moving freely to the music and stripping in front of others. For us, this became a young woman's memory of her father. Accompanied by the question of how his unusually liberated nature influenced their relationship, we wanted to tell how this nature had changed over time: the dancing father had become a man who disappears into the forest at night and irritates those around him. Bound to her home village for
a day out of a sense of responsibility, our protagonist unexpectedly encounters something else as well.
A childhood friend awakens in her a longing for closeness and ease. As in a mirror, our protagonist recognises herself
​in her father and is faced with the question - Am I running away or am I taking a step into the community?
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