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WILL YOU LOOK
AT ME

by Shuli Huang 

20min | China | 2022

As a young Chinese filmmaker returns to his hometown in search for himself, a long due conversation with his mother dives the two of them into a quest for acceptance and love.

Original Title Dang wo wang xiang ni de shi hou 
Year of production 2022
Length 20min
Country China
Shooting Format Super 8mm/16mm​
Aspect Ratio 4:3
Dialogue Mandarin

Director Shuli Huang
Producer Shuli Huang
Production Exposed Pictures
Writer Shuli Huang
Cinematographer Shuli Huang
Editor Shuli Huang, Yang Yang
Sound Nicolas Verhaeghe, Jingxi Guo
Cast Yunxue Yu, Kangmin Huang, Shuli Huang
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Festival selections
Semaine de la Critique Cannes 2022, France - World Premiere, Queer Palm Award
Melbourne International Film Festival 2022, Australia - Best Documentary Short Film Award
Concorto Film Festival 2022, Italy - Young Jury Special Mention
Hong Kong International Film Festival 2022
​Castrovillari Film Festival 2022, Italy​ - Best Editing Award
​Tirana Film Festival 2022, Albania
Nashville Film Festival 2022, USA
Vancouver International Film Festival 2022, Canada
IDFA - International Documentary Film Festival Amsterdam 2022, The Netherlands
Hamptons International Film Festival 2022, USA
Desenzano Film Festival 2022, Italy - Best Short Film Award
Kaohsiung Film Festival 2022, Taiwan​
​Festival Internacional de Curtas de Belo Horizonte 2022, Brazil
DOK Leipzig 2022, Germany - Golden Dove Award (Best Short Film)
CinéMartinique Festival 2022
Adelaide Film Festival 2022, Australia
Seminci - Semana Internacional de Cine de Valladolid 2022, Spain
San Diego Asian Film Festival 2022, USA - Best International Short Film Award
DOC NYC - New York's Documentary Festival 2022, USA - Special Mention
NewGen Chinese Film Festival 2022, Germany
Melbourne Queer Film Festival 2022, Australia
MixBrasil Festival de Cultura da Diversidade 2022, Brazil
Cortos en Grande 2022, Chile
Izmir International Short Film Festival 2022, Turkey
Kassel Documentary Film & Video Festival 2022, Germany
Golden Horse Awards 2002-  Best Documentary Short Film
The Montreal International Documentary Festival 2022, Canada
Beijing Queer Film Festival 2022, China
Beijing International Short Film Festival 2022, China
Festival du film LGBT de Paris Chéries Chéris 2022, France - Jury Award
Queer Wave, the Cyprus LGBTQIA+ Film Festival 2022
Beirut Shorts International Film Festival 2022, Lebanon
Bogoshorts - Bogotá Short Film Festival 2022, Colombia - Best International Documentary Short Film Award
FamilyLens Film Festival​ 2022, China
Pingyao International Film Festival 2022, China
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HiShorts! Film Festival 2022, China - Best Documentary Short Film Award
Sundance Film Festival 2023, USA - Short Film Jury Award: Nonfiction
Vilnius International Short Film Festival 2023, Lithuania
Santa Barbara International Film Festival 2023, USA
ReFrame Film Festival 2023, Canada
Festival Allers-Retours 2023, France
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PinX - LGBTQIA+ Film Festival 2023, Belgium
Dublin International Film Festival 2023, Ireland - Best International Short Film​ Award
Macao International Queer Film Festival 2023
Écrans Mixtes - Festival cinema Queer de Lyon 2023, France
Thessaloniki Documentary Festival 2023, Greece
Ismailia International Film Festival 2023, Egypt - Special Jury Mention​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
​Glasgow Short Film Festival 2023, UK
Outfest Fusion QTBIPOC Film Festival 2023, USA
Movies that Matter Festival 2023, Netherlands
Millenium Film Festival 2023, Belgium - Best Short Film Award, Vision Jeune Competition
ACT Human Rights Film Festival 2023, USA
One World Romania International Human Rights & Documentary Film Festival 2023, Romania
ZagrebDox International Documentary Film Festival 2023, Croatia
​International Film Festival of Uruguay 2023
Riga International Short Film Festival 2ANNAS 2023, Latvia
Istanbul Film Festival 2023, Turkey
Il Varco Film Festival 2023, Italy
Hot Docs Canadian International Documentary Festival 2023, Canada
Florida Film Festival 2023, USA
Sehsüchte International Student Film Festival 2023, Germany - Outstanding Artistic Achievement in a Documentary Film: Montage Award
Queer East Film Festival 2023, UK
​Singapore Chinese Film Festival 2023
Akbank International Short Film Festival 2023, Turkey
​​CHAI. Chinese Filmfestival Leipzig 2023, Germany
​Festival Internacional de Cine de Lanzarote 2023, Spain
Docaviv – The Tel Aviv International Documentary Film Festival 2023, Israel
Millennium Docs Against Gravity Film Festival 2023, Poland
Diaspora Film Festival 2023, South Korea
Sicilia Queer Filmfest 2023, Italy - Special Mention, SNCCI Jury
IFSAK Short Film Festival 2023, Turkey​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
​Inside Out Toronto 2SLGBTQ+ Film Festival 2023, Canada
Videoex – International Experimental Film & Video Festival 2023, Switzerland
​​Kurzfilm Festival Hamburg 2023, Germany
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Huesca International Film Festival 2023, Spain
KASHISH - Mumbai International Queer Film Festival 2023, India
The Norwegian Short Film Festival 2023​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​
Golden Ger International Film Festival 2023, Mongolia
​Palm Springs International ShortFest 2023, USA
​LIFE AFTER OIL International Film Festival 2023, Italy
KASHISH - Mumbai International Queer Film Festival 2023, India

Director's Statement
From New York City to my hometown Wenzhou, bidding farewell to my lover and moving back with my parents, I don’t feel at home anywhere anymore.
Will You Look At Me, in which I point the camera at my family and myself, is a personal essay on fear, silence, and love. Through the camera lens, my distant gaze seems to be given justification and courage.
​As I was filming my mother, I wondered what it was like to be in her womb, before I was born, when we were the closest and connected, in the water.
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